We lost one of our furry family last night. To say it was traumatic is an understatement.
My oldest took it better. He volunteers at our local vet and has witnessed animals euthanized first hand. Lan, who inspired this blog, had no idea what had happened until it was all over.
Lan was out with a friend when my husband and I rushed Noel to the emergency vet. Hours later, we came home without her. He was asleep.
This morning he cried as we expected, just like us. But for Lan, the death of this dog is something more than the loss of a “pet.”
Taking care of our animals really helped Lan come out of his shell. It was his job to feed them. It was his responsibility to let Noel in and out in the morning. She enjoyed Lan’s tendency to over feed her all the while she was stealing the cat’s food!
Ten years later, we have tears. I explained it’s okay to hurt and cry. Lan asked if he could pray for Noel. I figured it certainly can’t hurt anything. He also asked if dogs go to heaven.
I don’t know.
Yet, I figure since God allowed her to take such good care of us, He would take good care of her. If there is a dog heaven, I’m pretty sure she is there.
Given a bit more time to think, Lan asked about our cat. He looked up something online and decided Lucky should live four more years.
He googled cancer after my poor explanation.
He proudly proclaimed that if Noel could talk she would have said “tell Cam and Lan I love them.”
And she would have.
Years before we gained our initial pet menagerie (three dogs and one cat in less than six months!) I didn’t want any animals. I was adamant. I had enough to do with two young kids and Lan’s diagnosis. My husband traveled seventy-five percent of the time.
Pets would just put more work on me.
Little did I know?
Yes, our animals did give me more work to do but we were blessed by the effect they had on Lan.
Lan was interested in his surroundings, wanted to interact more, felt pride in feeding and tending to his animals. He told people about them! That was a very big deal ten years ago!
Lan talks fine now. Noel taught him about respect, love, compassion, death and loss.
Today he said we should “face forward.”
Not bad advice.
I will be ever grateful for our dear Noel and all she did for us. She was indeed very beautiful inside and out.
Sometimes God gives us what we ask for. Then at other times, He gives us just what we need.
Oh, give thanks to the Lord, for He is good!
For His mercy endures forever. Psalms 106:1 NKJV